shoving them out... keeping them for keeps

i have a habit, call it good or bad, it stays. when it comes to relationships, i can be pretty demanding... the odd fact though is that it takes a long time and a lot of thought to get into one, but once i am in it, i expect a high level of reciprocity... and when the other side gets bogged down with the demand, i tend to move on, leaving them behind and never ever looking back...hurtful, vengeful me... but that's the way i am...
that's one side of the coin... there are some other relationships which i have solicited... some odd quality that i identify with, some trait i love... here, too the reciprocity rule stays... but here the burden is less since i nourish the feel that they give... and in all cases, since they understand what i stand for, the chances are, to that extent, less of going wrong... it is these relationships that i look forward to, growing to love them as i grow with them...